1. gay month. be gay or else
2. i am still alive
3. i am still chronically online in that certain newgrounds veteran's discord server
4. help me get out of that place /j (i actually formed mutual strong bonds there)
5. goofing around with my friends in minecraft
6. my friends and i explored a deep dark and looted stuff (epic)
7. twitter is spam bot verified account filled nowadays so i refuse to open that beyond notifications and lists from my circles, but i still post
8. if u have twitter pls tag me and remind me to visit this lovely place
9. :D

yeah baby

i am tired.

deviantart sank since mid 2020 and my photographer/photomanipulator friends became inactive and privated their ENTIRE gallery

damn wtf we can't get nice things for us artists and content creators. except we have one last thing that actually cared for us. love newgrounds mwah.

tumblr redemption arc???!?!

had my birthday 2 days ago and it was good :D i only received one gift, and eating my favorite KFC chicken with my family.

my friends irl and in discord greeted me :D

anyways check out my new art i uploaded in newgrounds AFTER 2 months lol

In the light of darkness...

I have ongoing projects!

Ok so Waterflame asked me if I could finish or show progress on some fan animatic/storyboard I made inspired from his album "Showdown". The storyboard is almost done if the unfinished third part can be disregarded. I actually made it out of boredom for my friends in his server and didn't expect would get good traction 😅 I shared it because why not, and them after watching, DuttonSaysHi wanting him dead and Avari wanting more gore (of someone she knows irl) Never also expecting that another friend will have their story inspired from my animation.

Maybe if I could release my unfinished stuff? Some "shitpost" songs I made in one sitting that sounds actually good. My drawings that were just "doodles." Animations I made for no reasons like this. Because I can never tell the good that comes out of it...

It was one of my biggest projects year besides Hypervolt's Art Style Collab for WF's discord server, and another personal project where I draw my friends' personas as Genshin characters lol. These would take forever since they are composed of several drawings. This is currently prompting me to finish everything I've started because of a certain thought...

Something personal that could be not any of your business

Currently, I am on exams and some personal family matters. Both of my paternal grandparents have now passed away, I knew it in the times of the day I am alone in the house having no one to talk to -- all my family members are working, I never went close to my classmates, I could have talked to my friends I have emotionally bonded in a community if only the timezones that they're not are asleep -- and on the day my maternal cousin was born and I need to do a performance for his birthday. I cannot remember how to read sheet music (Thank you Astrasuz for the help and the corrections), and I have exams at evening, which would collide to my grandmother's funeral which we would attend at night. I was excited to go to my cousin's house that is few hours away, then have my close friends have their favorite songs on my Spotify playlist while enjoying the car ride... but with the death of my grandmother, I don't know which is or is not appropriate.

Anywho... life continues. I will go study. and read sheet music. Stay safe everyone.

wa



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also new art lmao i need to use this account more often

Ah so hello again. theres so much going through my life and i cant keep a focus, unfortunately, i have dropped NG, DeviantArt, and Twitter (should be a good news i guess) as my active spaces. Every Discord server is like joining a different website with all its different subcultures. Since 2021 and reviving my old Discord account, I used to be active in mostly music and arts related servers; a bit overwhelming so i decided to lay low on websites like Newgrounds.

Now i mostly reside in a -- yeah -- a 'tiny bit' chaotic place called... the Waterflame discord server. I ""hate"" every strand of my existence in that server for having 25,000 messages sent in 3 months last 2021, the stupid stuff I've done and I've been part of, and chatting 12 hours a day last year mostly about absolute nonsense and doing absolute nonsense, like: an admin, the moderators and regulars hanging out in the voice chat both deafened and muted for no reason and doing nothing, and laughing our asses off as why are we doing this. As of writing this, I am a part of the moderation team, and because of my time zone, I'm alive and monitoring when every other admin or mod is asleep or busy (I swear to god how many people think getting promoted to a moderator is like getting a badge or a trophy)

As for winning in the contest: I am an LMMS user (honestly, still, somewhat a bit embarrassed admitting I do) and the developers hold a yearly contest where you simply submit a song made from that near dilapidated DAW, called Best of LMMS (abbr. to "BoL"). I was submitting since 2018 and did never get into half places, nor close to rank 50 with all my very stupid mixing, melody structure, sound design etc. All the songs in winning places are so amazing! Some of the highest ranked songs sounds professionally produced. I wished I could get as better as the ones at least in 30th places. For last year, I got 24th place with Adventure Booze, and this year, third place out of estimated 145 submissions with Along the Ridge, which is among my lowest rated songs and my least popular here, but it excelled in other places and was praised by some of my online acquaintances.

They already released the entire album with other amazing songs in pay what you want cost :D

https://lmms.bandcamp.com/album/the-best-of-lmms-vol-9

Also, i was greeted with my art being frontpaged. thanks everyone!

https://soundcloud.com/user-496128473

hotshot inside your mother. - ClaudyGamer

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