Hello.. I've been inactive. Not only school-related, but my mental stability as well is on the brink of decay.
so I'm gonna answer @Cyberdevil
Yes, I'm aight... but as of now, my physical and mental health is deteriorating quicker than ever. I'm seeing my ribs and pelvic bone getting more pronounced. I lose mental energy on everything, I sleep at 5:30 am and my classes at 8:00 am. I do not submit requirements on time anymore and it feels so draining. I wanted and need to do something ASAP but I can't. I felt like... I don't like it anymore. I'm tired. For some school projects I did 2 weeks ago, I ended up sleeping at 5:30 am. My body clock is dilapidated since then. I sleep when I shouldn't be (at afternoon). I cannot do the exercise because my physical health ain't doing well.. I should have submitted 5 exercises yesterday, and 2 essays, that I should have submitted few days ago but I can't because I feel so drained. I cannot explain why, I really need to catch up and rest. (Also, my internet is slower. I had DNS errors thrice a week. My ISP went shit after the storm. The typhoon is almost A MONTH ago so they shouldn't have any problems.)
I crawled slowly away from the dark by submitting stuff to my SoundCloud and LMMS sharing platform. (I submitted few hours away from Jordan Kyser, he prob saw me on Discord this day and LSP a week ago) Some presets and songs I did for an hour, but will never be submitted in Newgrounds. But of all the websites, I wouldn't go to DeviantArt. The website itself is a drama island with the uncompetitive site owners.
Within a week, me and my family will move out to the new house. I'll miss the old wooden house I'm currently on as of this typing. My brother can't wait to move out, but I'm really salty. I'm getting the Inside Out Riley vibe I don't like. I won't move out till we get the bill and the ISP finally gets the internet and cable transferred. I would sleep with my siblings and if one is working, the lights can't be turned off... especially I sleep on the top of a double deck bed and the corner light is just at the top of my pillow. And they wouldn't want the lights to be turned off because no one would like to buy a damn lamp.
I made new drawings... that are of course related to school. I can't do personal ones. I did no new songs. (Well I'm saying "new" songs but I upload almost nothing lol). I did two videos, the other is 9 minutes, with animations, and the other one is 21 minutes. I was dead. I had to edit the video's audio in LMMS and Cakewalk because Audacity does not let me edit while the shit is playing and it's time consuming to pause, apply fx then listen.
I'm planning to release an album containing 5 extended mix of Uplifting Anthem trance songs, starting from the one I did in mid 2019. Each is 5 to 8 mins long. I had to restart the mixing and mastering of one song (which sucks because I had to import presets and automations all over again) but at least I had tested a mastering/mixing template of a song, then I also wrote down the loudness values of each songs' each part to ensure consistency in each song. The album songs share the same presets, but they all sound very different and not alike :)
I'm sorry @OrangeFluff for unfriending you, my feed was a mess with "friends are following". The combination was worse with an unstable internet connection. I'm not angry though.
Of all the bad things there are good things. @Nuskoo I really did not expect it... THANK YOU VERY MUCH for the Supporter badge :D This really made my day. I'm happy than ever (T ͜ʖ T)
Thanks for reading.
Please send a short YouTube meme below to cheer me up.