Eh,,, hello. I'm just gonna say words and other words.

Internet feels very unhealthy for me.

I don't open much of my Twitter anymore. It was fun when I followed a few visual artists and musicians and their chill personal lives, like Nitro Fun, posting cute selfies and a post where he left his headphones on the airplane and he was sad, his collab with his roommate, and other really simple posts to glow u up. Pewdiepie was there. The "I didn't ask that I need and I'm thankful": great videogame, film & storybook art and Unusual Videos, Vines (rip), & funny short memes with abrupt endings.

Now, I don't like the recommended Tweets I'm exposed to. This is probably because of the newer artist I'm following and these are the toxic posts they are interacting to so the Twitter algorithm assumed I like ditching these stupid NPC's. After the Tumblr migration, my feeds and recommended tweets are becoming absolute garbage. The SJW migrants who are doing nothing but to prove a point and win an argument. They just want to win an argument but not help the oppressed people they are talking about. More Tweets on using Strawman and the bandwagon ass fallacy (ALL MEN ARE___; ALL WHITE PEOPLE ARE___; ALL WOMEN ARE___; ALL CHINESE PEOPLE ARE___; BLACK PEOPLE ARE ____). Exaggerated race and gender things that are not actually related to the issues mentioned (I'm not talking about the representation, I'm poking at the largely unnecessary ones). "Animal abuse" that isn't animal abuse, ya know when that person is extremely privileged. A video of a vibrating common house gecko sitting on a working washing machine along with EDM music is animal abuse. The lizard isn't even harmed. You can't eat meat because animals have souls and feelings so you just die as an underweight anemic bitch. Curse this ass website, although it's absolutely fun when you see a "twittertard" getting ratio'd through a reply or quoted Tweet, but this fuels my sadistic emotions and I don't like it.

Killing some pig in Minecraft to reduce hunger & to trade with butcher villagers... and hunting bugs & fishing in Animal Crossing is animal abuse. But, sexy images of 10 year old girls and boys in pin-up poses is fine and does not count as something that encourages the idea pedophilia. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY WISH I NEVER SAW THESE DISUSSIONS. I'M OUT.

About DeviantArt, I don't open much of that shit show. It feels like dead now compared to 2015 and 2016, my beginner years. I had a few friends interacting with me and talking bout personal stuff on there and that. They legit helped me a bit in my emotional stability when I was in early junior high. But, they are all inactive and deactivated now. The new Eclipse algorithm-based clout is unfair for smaller artists. More likes, less interactions, MORE spambots. They [the website staff] are slower than the pace of a sloth when it comes to solving their issues. More and more band-aid solutions.

Also, compared to Newgrounds, very bad content moderation: the bizarre art fetishes (suicide fetish, the full diaper thinggg, inflation, scat, pregnant fetish......) and the Adults only content keeps getting slipped whenever I browse EVEN with mature content turned on. NG has better moderation.

Newgrounds (oh no.... what does it have to do with these kind of internet toxicity--- aaaaaaa) Nothing. Actually, I'm getting overwhelmed with this website, as you previously read, I'm from algorithm-based website. And I'm used to my content isn't much favored because I am more of a person who observes, rather than interact. I am used to that for more than 6 years. I will try to interact......... uh........... but I will not promise.............. tbh it's so overwhelming to me and I get easily drained. Tho, I feel a lot more comfortable interacting here than before, I think that is a huuuge ass improvement :)

TL;DR

I may or may not go back to Twitter because my timeline is full of NPC's with brainless arguments. I'm getting lay low on DeviantArt because it feels dead, and Newgrounds overwhelm my nerves, but I'm getting better.

thanks for reading my essay lol and hava noice day.